重生。Outgrow

其實我諮商的時候，
有回很小心的提到，
所謂瘋狂fans作為的部分。 

只是我萬萬沒想到，
Eminem他的stan
這條歌的rap部分，
完全沒惡搞這個字，
(這也叫太晚發現)

但是....歌詞翻譯是怎樣?!
 
所謂的精神科，
跟諮商是兩回事吧!!
(雖說兩者關係不淺，
但是精神科，
比較會給人嚴謹恐怖的感覺。)

[關於詳情，
就請大家，
自己找中譯歌詞來看吧= = ]


Stan by Eminem
(feat. Dido)

[Chorus: Dido
*sampled from 
Thank you, 
verse starting part*

[1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background]

My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why 
I got out of bed at all

The morning rain
clouds up my window
and I can't see at all

And even if 
I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, 
that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

[Chorus: Dido
2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise]

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my page, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'm gonna name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

[Chorus: Dido]

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, 
but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver 
- you said if I'd write you you would write back -
see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like a drenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan --
P.S. We should be together too

[Chorus: Dido]

[Eminem as 'Stan']
[rain  and car sound]
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, 
I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep 
and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU 
and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim [screaming] Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, 
and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
[car tires squeal] [CRASH]
[screaming]
.. [brief silence] .. [LOUD splash]

[Chorus: Dido]

[Eminem]
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner 
but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, 
how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you 
would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit 
you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, 
I think you need some counseling
to help your ass 
from bouncing off the walls 
when you get down some

And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, 
I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, 
I think that you'll be doin just fine

if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? 
Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news 
a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, 
and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, 
but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!